Here’s another one from my favorite childhood band, Hanson. All the dancing in their latest videos makes me happy. Enjoy!
As a Protestant, I held firmly to the belief that salvation was by faith alone. To explain passages like James 2, I said that, by saying faith alone is not enough to save us, what James meant was that real, strong faith produces good works and it is that kind of faith that saves us. Faith causes deeds. That was the bottom line for me. And it did seem that those who had the strongest faith did the most good for the world. This seemed to prove that I was right in my belief.
But in my statistics class my professors stressed time and again that correlation does not necessarily mean causation. In other words, just because as faith increases good works does the same, does not mean that faith causes that increase in good. I don’t know many people, if any, who would say that the increase in good works causes the increase in faith, but the relation between the two could reasonably be interpreted that way, as well.
But I don’t think that either one causes the increase the other. Rather it would seem that there is some sort of outside variable that is causing this correlation between faith and good works, as is common with most cases of correlation. That variable is God’s grace. This is the only thing that causes an increase in either. This is why it is possible, though uncommon, to see someone who has strong faith but few good works. God’s grace is the only thing that saves us, and it’s God’s grace that allows us to have faith and do good. Both are necessary responses to God’s grace. That is my new bottom line.
…isn’t so bad.
People in my life desperately want me to have a boyfriend. My roommates, my friends, and most of my family. At times, it can be irritating that they think it’s so important for me to be in a romantic relationship (especially since I have a slightly different view than many of my friends about the purpose of relationships and how they should look). I know, though, that they just want me to be happy and think that this is a good way to achieve that, so I can deal with their expression of this wish for me most of the time. But I’ll be honest. I’m content being single at this stage of my life and I’m not really looking that hard for a guy to be romantically involved with. Here are my reasons.
1. I believe that the purpose of relationships is to find the person with whom you want to spend the rest of your life. In others words, dating is the search for your spouse. At this point in my life, I am in no rush to get married. Marriage is not even on my radar. So, I’m also in no hurry to start looking for my spouse. I have plenty of time to find them in the future, if God in fact plans for me to marry.
2. I am one busy gal. Full time nursing student with 2 part time jobs who is looking for ways to volunteer and help those in need while finding ways to grow in my faith. I barely have time to go on a single date, let alone begin a full-fledged relationship. If I started dating a guy, I would not have the time to take care of and give the relationship what it needs. And that wouldn’t be fair to either one of us.
3. I enjoy the fact that right now it’s just me and God. When I have a decision to make, there’s only One other that needs to be consulted. It’s not me, God, and some other guy whose opinion now matters to me. I enjoy having this period of my life when I can really strengthen my faith and prepare myself for whatever God has in store for my future. Someday, maybe I’ll be strengthening the faith of the couple I’m a part of, but for now I’m content on my own.
Of course I’m by no means ruling out the option of dating. If God places a young man in my path who has similar values as me and there are mutual feelings, then by all means, I might give it a shot. But like I said, until then, I’m not looking that hard. I’m not going to go out of my way at this point in time to find that special someone. Someday I might, but not right now.
Ever since I made the decision to convert to Catholicism, I’ve been trying to figure out where my career choice might lead me. As a nurse, I am going to encounter a lot of experiences that may challenge my moral beliefs, such as working with sexually active teens who want or need to discuss birth control options, or a single woman who just found out she is pregnant and is considering terminating the pregnancy. I’ve been trying to figure out how I would handle these types of situations and ways I can avoid them (though total avoidance will be impossible). I’ve been trying to think of places and areas I can work where that may not be a huge issue. I can only think of two options at the moment.
One is to work in pediatrics, most likely in an area where they are chronically ill, or especially young. This is the only area of nursing I can think of in which the above dilemmas will likely never be an issue, or at least rarely. But while I would love and hope to work with kids, I’m going to need to be willing to work in whatever area I can find a job.
So, option number two comes in here. I could work in a Catholic hospital. I know that was a good option, but I don’t know of any such hospitals near me. In fact, I had no idea where to find one anywhere. And then I had the answer dropped in my lap unexpectedly. While in Alabama last week, I was talking with a gentleman at the church that was hosting our group. He was telling me all about the Mobile area. He knew I was a nursing student and told me about the hospitals in the area. Turns out, one of the five in Mobile is Catholic! This surprised me a little, as I had only seen one Catholic church in the area among 20+ churches of other denominations. I was elated. I had already fallen in love with the area and had always dreamed of moving south one day (I hate cold Minnesota weather). This seemed like it could be the perfect fit.
So, when I got home, I looked up the hospital, and let’s just say that I like what I saw. I could definitely see myself working there. I know that I still have a long way to go, and God may lead me in another direction, but this is where I want to work one day. I am so excited to have finally found the kind of place where I think I would be comfortable working. And even if this doesn’t work out, at least I know hospitals that are Catholic at their core exist, even in unexpected places like the very Protestant southern states.
This is absolutely my favorite Josh Groban song and he just recently made a video for it. This song reminds me very much of myself. So here it is. If I Walk Away.
I spent the past week in Mobile, Alabama working on a Habitat for Humanity build. We had a chance to explore the area on the first 2 days before we got down to work. This post is just some of my observations from the trip. I might expand some of these in later posts but this is the basics.
1. There are sooo many churches in the south. Baptist, Episcopal, and many other denominations and typically 3 or 4 of each in an area. We spent an hour trying to find the church we were staying at in Mobile and found at least 20 others in the general area. It was crazy. Only one of these was Catholic.
2. The churches in the south are great at serving others. They have lots of local programs to help those less fortunate, and those who have gotten into some trouble, get on the right track. It’s something I don’t see enough of from churches in the Midwest, or at least not from most churches in my area.
3. There is a huge Catholic hospital (1 of 5 hospitals) in Mobile. I want to work there someday.
4. A lot more work and detail goes into building homes than I expected.
5. I learned different portions of every stage of building, from framing the house to the final paint touch-ups just before the homeowners move in. It was so cool.
6. When you put 9 people together for a week and make them ride in a 15 passenger van for 20+ hours (twice in one week) odds are at least 2 will not see eye to eye. This often leads to tension.
7. Southerners are so friendly and the guys are gentlemen. I love it.
8. Accents are pretty cool. I want one.
I haven’t been very good at keeping this up.
1. Today at work a gentlemen noticed my cross necklace that I was wearing and asked me what I was. (He thought I was Methodist due to the style of the cross) And for the first time, I got to respond to that question with “I’m Catholic.” It was nice.
2. I am finally almost done packing for my Habitat for Humanity trip down to Alabama. I don’t usually wait until the night before the early morning trip, but I did this time. And now I know why I don’t do that regularly.
3. My mother is a candidate for a valve replacement surgery that does not require her to be opened up. I don’t know how they do it, but they’ve found a way! Such a relief to not have to worry about open heart surgery.
4. I finally finished writing up my testimony for whyimcatholic.com after being asked to share it back in December. I’ll let you all know when I hear the date it will be going up!
5. I watched the Lord of the Ring trilogy for the first time ever, and I’m now hooked. I’ve actually watched the 1st and 2nd movies twice. I can’t believe it took me almost 10 years to discover this story!
6. My roommates are pranksters. I wasn’t expecting them home from break yet and I come home from work on Tuesday to find the Christmas tree gone but no one home. I figured someone had come home early. But they tried very hard to convince me they had not been in the house when I questioned them via text. And then they put a picture of an emo-ish Finnish rocker on the back of my bedroom door. Let’s just say that I jumped out of my skin when I turned around and saw a larger than life man standing behind me. It took me a minute to register that it was just a poster. They will get payback.
7. I had an interview for a summer nursing internship. I’m very excited about the possibility of spending my summer working alongside a nurse and getting to know what it’s really like working in this profession. I’ll find out by the end of March if I got it.
With the start of the new year, I thought I’d sit down and think about some of the major and memorable events of 2011. Some were blessings, other struggles and stress. But all played a role in the amazingness of 2011.
I went on an awesome retreat with Invervarsity, a Christian fellowship that I helped lead last school year. It was great bonding with the other leaders and students that went. Great memories. Great growth in my faith.
God granted me another birthday.
The start of another Minnesota Twins season and another awesome summer at Target Field. I met some amazing new coworkers and formed even stronger relationships with the “veterans.”
Passed all of my finals!
Started getting to know a great guy who would help me grow so much in my faith.
Saw Bruno Mars in concert with the best friend.
Worked like crazy (as with the rest of the summer) and made all kinds of memories with the guys I take care of at ACR. I was so blessed to get to hang out with 4 great, totally care free guys with amazing personalities.
Epic fourth of July fireworks in Bloomington. Best display I’ve ever seen with some great company.
Saw Josh Groban in concert, again with the best friend. We got moved from the back of the arena to front row. No big deal. Ok I might have freaked out a little bit (meaning I was shaking so much that I’m surprised I didn’t fall down on our way to our new seats).
Made the decision to seriously look into the Catholic faith.
A sad end to a relationship I’d grown fond of. But it was for the best.
Got a job at the campus art museum as a gallery guard.
Three amazing new roommates move in. And three of us remained from the previous year. There has been much bonding since then.
RCIA classes begin at St. Olaf in Minneapolis. I began to learn all about the Catholic faith and was now sure that I would become a member of the catholic church.
The start of another semester of nursing school and the first round of clinicals. I got to work with some awesome ladies in my group, who would help me grow and learn so much as a nurse to be, along with some members of the community healthcare teams in Minneapolis.
Grand re-opening of the campus art museum. Complete with a crazy busy weekend of festivities
My mom was hospitalized and diagnosed with heart failure. Her scheduled heart surgery had to be cancelled due to other complications that arose. She was finally discharged after almost 2 weeks in the hospital.
Went on leave from ACR for almost 2 months. It was hard to leave the guys for so long, but it brought some much needed relief during a busy, stressful semester.
I started this blog to share and, when necessary, defend my faith. it has been a great tool to help me reflect on events in my life and find God’s purpose for it all.
Started the second round of clinicals on the OB/post partum floor. I got to see 2 births. What a joy and a blessing to see new life enter the world! The other weeks I got to take care of mothers and their newborns. I feel so privileged to have been able to play a role in such an important part of the lives of these families.
I was finally fully handed over the reigns to Thanksgiving dinner. Made the whole thing on my own. I’ve been helping my mom out for years, but this year I did it all.
I returned to ACR feeling much better and no longer on the edge of a breakdown from stress.
Three of the roommates and I attended the U of M quidditch team’s yule ball. That’s right the U of M has a quidditch team.
All of the roommates help put up and decorate our christmas tree, that we got for free because one of us is a lumberjill (female lumberjack) and we even strung some popcorn.
After a busy week and half of studying for finals and writing clinical papers, I passed all of my classes with no less than an A-. Not what I was expecting at all in at least one class!
My first midnight Christmas mass with my older brother. It was beautiful. I could feel the joy of the birth of Christ filling the cathedral. And God showed me amazing things this Christmas season.
My mom is deemed a candidate for a newer kind of valve replacement surgery. They won’t have to open her up in order to do the procedure!
Spent my new year’s eve with 2 of my best friends from high school and one of their families. It was such a blessing to spend time with people I love so much and celebrate the ringing in of another year.
This year definitely had its struggles, but I learned from it all. I wouldn’t change a thing that happened. I can’t wait to see what God has in store for 2012! God bless!